September 2019
Why a blog?
My mom died. I am angry.
When my therapist asked how I felt writing the eulogy for my mom’s memorial, I said I could write hundreds more pages. She said, “then do that.” I said, “that’s stupid. and a waste of time.” I am not a fan of journaling. It hurts my hand and takes too much time. When I expressed this, she responded, “write a blog. Even if no one sees it.” So maybe no one sees it but the kind and patient therapist. It still feels stupid. But everything does these days.